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So I seen my mother’s ashes for the first time two days ago.

My sister came down and brought her.It was strange because she was in a UPS box.

When we opened the box up there was a black box with a sticker with my mother’s name.

It hadn’t hit me that what was inside the black box was the remains of my mother.

Until my sister pulled the bag out…. I freaked the fuck out!!!!!!

Screaming, tear’s the whole works. It was hard seeing……. my mom.

Btw ashes of a human look like dirt and rock…… scaring.

But that’s not why I’m telling ya’ll this. After seeing her, I came to terms that my mother was no longer alive, and that I wasn’t going to see her waking down the street. Bothering me when I was at work or trying to kill me when she gave me a hug…. But I know that she is in a better place now and she is no longer in any pain.

I love you mom.

RIP Gina Rose Sago

So as all of you that read my shitty blogs I do, I just got dumped by my boyfriend.

And I have been really done lately….

But I have this great news!

I by the grace of the God(s) got an studio. 

It’s not in the best part of town, but I keep to myself.

I’m pretty happy with it.

I got a few things.

So yea! 

So I feel a lil better now.

I don’t feel so down about my ex.

But I’m still trying to find out what I should do.

The advice that was given to me was good, but not enough.

When I think about what happened I can’t see why he would leave me for someone else, but it happened. 

It is my greatest feel, Btw to have my boyfriend/husband leave me for someone else. 

Hell I think that’s everyone fear, that and being forgotten.

But it confuses me.I was and am a great girlfriend.

I believe in that every much and we got along and we had fun when we were together. 

But i guess that is just never enough now days.

And I know life is way to short to have regrets, and I don’t to not try and getting him back and it be on my mind for the rest of my life.

I mean at one point I thought this man might be my soulmate, and part of me still does.

But then I think if he was my soulmate, why would he do something like this to me.

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